LIWENN

2009-07-09T03:28:00.000-07:00

ahh, 6 more days to O'levels Oral ! gosh man !
walked past the school hall today. guess what i saw? yea. did saw some sec 4 students taking their O'levels Oral. And, it was the hall was like so empty and spacious as not many people were inside. haha:D this perhaps meant that i can read the passage super loud and obvious lars. lols !
but serious eh. yea, i admit this oral was definetely determine 1/4 of my chinese results ya. shyt! {*feeling slightly nervous*}
I must look confident and proud of myself cause i'm from 高华. Yea. perhaps giving myself such encouragement will make me stronger to face the 'battle' ahead. { hahas, this part is like sooo random )
Good Luck Liwen (: !

ohs. back to crap on my daily routine.
haha :D fun making the straw structures during D&T (:
social studies was fun too, except for the guys behind me. Quite irritating lars but can still take it :( And, i'm beginning to love IT lessons :D

To ( you shld know who ): Really thankful that you are still treating me as your friend. really glad that i didn't offended you in any circumstances. Although i know we can't really chat happily during History lessons alr but it's okay lars. (: maybe there's some misunderstanding among us that we had not cleared but well, anw, just hope tell you that you are forever my classmate and friend (:

2009-07-03T02:51:00.000-07:00

ROTTEN DAY !

People, i'm like seriously feeling very Frustrated now.
I don't know why. Maybe i'm just being to sensitive or ... ? But seriously, she's really biased. Yeah. i know this doesn't concern me much but sometimes, she tend to hurt someone unintentionally. :( idk how to explain.
And Yes, i admit i'm being hurt too. :(

Things are like getting worse during the recess period.
__________ again. :(
( I can't really elaborate much on this )
i seriously don't understand lers. why don't ask a teacher for help when such situation arise. why solve the problem yourself. you are just only inviting disciplinary problems to yourself and your friends lers. hais. you just don't deserve any sympathy.
Anw, enough of such depressing matters.
Let's start with some good news.
The good news is that - Miss Tay told me that my chem is showing slight improvement and i'm happyyyyyy :D ( insert a million smiley faces )
haha (:

By the wayy, my o'levels oral are around the corner. 13 more days!!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhh ! jiayous Liwen ! Now it's time to really showcast what i have been taught during the past three years. God Bless Me !
GOOD LUCK TO ME
GOOD LUCK TO ME
GOOD LUCK TO ME
GOOD LUCK TO ME

Let there be no distractions until i finish my Os. Nothing means to me except a good O'level cert. I believe I will defeat it.
PTK - i make sure i will make a comeback. just wait and see !

2009-06-25T03:20:00.000-07:00

greetings !
just ended today's outing with RuiQi and Gillian.
hahs. yea. we have fun (:
yeah ! we went swimming too ;D
plus camwhoring !

ohs, by the way, just received msgs from Miss Tay that class outing BBQ was cancelled due to the H1N1 virus. :(
actually was quite excited about it but eventually..
anw, the teachers still want us to be safe from the virus since susoected cases are like increasing everyday.
hmm, can understand lars (:

oh. pics time.

s0me memories are meant to be kept (:

2009-06-23T04:48:00.000-07:00

Random

hellos,
yea. just heard the news that there's no extended holis and schools will re-open per normal.
Gosh man! kinda sad uh. anyway, that beats better than rotting at home right?
haha ;D
homework-ing plus a bit of playing today (:
oh by the way, received a msg yst about the consideration of extended holis. it states there to log on to www.channelnewsasia.com/singapore/index.htm and vote for extended holis. but seriously, i did vote you know.
haha :D kinda of naive to just depend on this voting for extended holis but well..yeah! i just did it :x
I hate mood swings ! it just seriously demoralised me. i hate it :(
Fine. i admit i'm kinda of emotional sometimes. Will try to control my emotions in future. i'm not a weakling.

Ignore this part. It's just random :(
Pardon me for my temper. I just can't control my Emotions. No matter how hard I try, I can't forget that dreadful incident. I seriously don't know how to face the school and all the teachers when school Re-open . Laughing like a crazy one doesn't help anymore. Yea, I know I had to face the reality. :( No use brooding over it since it's over. :( life still have to move on.
又有谁知道我心里的痛.

tryinqq t0 c0nceal that indelible wound inside my heart so that no one would ever notice it. :(

2009-06-20T08:33:00.000-07:00

heyhey people, 30 more minutes to Fathers' day ;D
and i'm gonna to have a great feast tomorrow.
yea. i admit i have been waiting for this day to come. haha ;D
by the way, schools are re-opening in another 9 more days to be exact.
oh man, why does holis end so quickly. i really don't understand. ;(
oh guess what people? i woke up at 1pm in the afternoon today. obviously i skipped breakfast and straight to lunch since it was already lunch-time. lols :D
isn't this too absurb? haha ;D

went to ssc just now. took dinner plus a bit of shopping.
by the way, GREAT NEWS ! i shall announce that i have completed every of my holis assignments (:
woots (: Shall really enjoy the last week of holis and 'piang' all the way when school reopen.
oh, there's a BBQ class outing and i'm still considering whether i should go. maybe yes. (: hahs :D

Offically Addicted to this hk drama - 古灵精探
it's about a detective who has telepathy and could solve mysterious cases by touching each evidence which belongs to the victim. Man, i love it :D
slightly spooky, I agree.

Shall end off abruptly here cause mum is rushing me for the computer -.-
till then people :D ily ~

And I know There is No Way I will forget that Incident.

2009-06-10T08:43:00.000-07:00

It's 11.50 now And i don't feel like sleeping.

Greetings !
it has been long since i last blogged.
hahs, okay. anw, nothing special today.
hmm, daily routine as usual.
RQ and Gillian came in the afternoon. (:
yepps, we had fun. of course.

Time flies. The first week of holis are like already gone. Time really flies.
6 more months to my higher chinese O' levels. chill man!
anyway, jiay0us (:

hais, sometimes i don't really understand myself. Exams are over and imma still having mood swings. I'm serioulsly alright but i just cannot get over that matter. { that math test thingy, you know it }. And, yes, it can get depressing sometimes but i am sure i can move on in life. KEMPATEI ! { i'm not sure whether i spelled it correctly :X }
hmm, suddenly feel like going back to school and chiong revision. hahas :D crazy right? just kidding laa :D
oh, chem tuition was a torture. can't really answer most of what the teacher ask me. Failure right. {sighs}
my chem sucks, idk why. maybe cause i'm not familar with the formula or terms? hmm, shall work harder next term. (: A1 !

And Perhaps, I Don't Deserve A Second Chance

2009-06-01T19:49:00.000-07:00

haha :D Look at this. It's funny !

2009-05-31T20:44:00.000-07:00

Greetings People !
11.45 am now. ( what a beautiful number. )
hahas, anw, before i forget.
Happy Birthday Rui Qi
To Rui Qi : eh, don't worry larhs. i didn't forget your birthday. Your dua ji won't forget your birthday de ;D

Anw, went for a swim with sister yesterday. :D Fun of course.
Yea. Then guess what? i lost my goggles while i was swimming. sway right? Yea, i know i'm seriously down on my luck recently.
And i was like so desperate to look for my goggles. (i lost the previous one too)
then i decided to ask a group of girls around that area. hahs, i even have the thought that they might have taken my goggles away. Lols, the girls are quite cute eh. they was like saying 刚才有人问我有没有看到她的goggles。要不要我们一起challenge看谁先找到她的goggles. lolols, isn't that so hilarious?
But anw, i found it eventually. ;D

hahs, but still really thankful to them.
shall stop here :D
going for a revision marathron soon. :D
Till then (:

2009-05-29T02:51:00.000-07:00

110th post !
greetings :D didn't have much fun today. And people, i've got back my report book. Yea, some subjects did improve like english and higher chinese but of course there are some which are quite disappointing like my math and comb. sci {sighs}. Yes, i admit my math is seriously poor. X:
anw, i'm not going to give up just liddat. Must have Determination.
hmm, look at this. (:
Your Attitude Determines Your Altitude. (i reckon i spelled it correctly)
isn't this verse so true?
And had MTP ( meet the parents' session just now.) hmm, don't wish to harp on that anymore cause i'm tired alr.
hey, i shall stop here :D having dinner soon. Byes (:

2009-05-26T01:48:00.000-07:00

Greetings !
HAH. i had napfa test and PEA activities th whole day today. WOOT~
i simply love it man :D
anw, let's me tell you guys something which is really joyous. hey guess what?
i managed to do 24 sits-up which is a miracle. believe that? Hmm, perhaps to most of you this may seems to be a insignificant figure however to me, it's a miracle. :D
{sighs} had a little bicker-ing with Rui Qi today but it's settled anyway. (:
sorry la RQ, ily ~

Don't worry. I'm not gonna to give up that easily. I'm sure I can overcome this Setback. Anyway, i need to thank you. You was the one who showed Me how harsh the Reality was. It was You who showed Me the differences between a Winner and a Loser. You can be arrogant over your achievements This time but let Me tell you this. The Best Had Yet To Come. I will be back, Fighting the position with You. Just wait and see.
打不死的蟑螂

I Believe, Winners Are Always The Winners !

2009-05-21T23:24:00.000-07:00

heyhey (;
greetings !
imma currently at school's computer lab :D
shall not post much (:
sayonaraaaa
haha, it's like so random :D

2009-05-18T21:48:00.000-07:00

No school todayy :D
Thats calls for a celebration.

anw, i had a bad start of the day.
woke up this morning and found out 2 messages in my handphone. One was Miss Leow and the other from Gillian.

This is what Miss Leow said : Good morning. Is it possible to inform me next time if anything urgent crops up? was asking the girls where you are. Meeting tomorrow after school.

And my first reaction was huh?. i thought i informed someone to tell you that i'm not going alr. :(
Yea! this is how my beautiful morning started off - chided by Miss Leow.
anw, if you still do know who is Miss Leow. She is the Teacher-in-Charge of my CCA. get it? {sighs}
But imma not going to let it affect my mood (:. Imma kind of optimistic fella eh. :D

And oh ya, i will be getting back my MYE results tomorrow. just hope that i can at least achieve at least a B4 for every sudject. (: God Bless Me {i sincerely pray.}
my results will determine whether all my late nights of revision and my effort paid off. {sighs} just sincerely hope that it does.

To RuiQi (This Section Is Specially Delicated To You)
Eh Rui Qi, really nice to have you as a friend and as a part of my life. Correction: you are no longer a friend to me, you are already someone special to me. Hope that our Friendship ( which include Ser Min and Gillian ) are able to withstand any difficulties. Those Happy Memories when we are camwhor-ing and certainly many many more, i will always remember it deep in my heart. Nevertheless, i love you 4Ts. You Guys certainly filled my life with joy and laughters. Those moments when i'm feeling down, You Guys cheered me up. Those Moments when i'm feeling happy or hyper, You Guys shared my Happiness with me ! Remember how we shared the plate of spaggetti, that was really embarrassing ( i admit ), but seriously, i enjoyed it. haha ;D
And i don't know whether you still remember this. Remember that time when we ( RuiQi and Me ) got back our Biology CA results, we were like so happy and running like crazy along the corridor of 3rd level. hehes :D it's alright if you don't remember, i wil keep all these Happy memories deep down in my heart. i love you ( Rui Qi, Gillian and Ser Min ). BFF !

2009-05-16T08:31:00.000-07:00

A touching story ):
read on.

My mom only had one eye. I hated her... She was such an embarrassment.
She cooked for students & teachers to support the family.

There was this one day during elementary school where my mom came to
Say hello to me.

I was so embarrassed.

How could she do this to me?
I ignored her, threw her a hateful look and ran out.
The next day at school one of my classmates said, 'EEEE, your mom only
Has one eye!'

I wanted to bury myself.
I also wanted my mom to just disappear.
I confronted her that day and said, ' If you're only goanna make me a
Laughing stock, why don't you just die?'

My mom did not respond...
I didn't even stop to think for a second about what I had said, because
I was full of anger.
I was oblivious to her feelings.

I wanted out of that house, and have nothing to do with her.
So I studied real hard , got a chance to go abroad to study.
Then, I got married.
I bought a house of my own.
I had kids of my own.
I was happy with my life, my kids and the comforts, Then one day, my
Mother came to visit me.
She hadn't seen me in years and she didn't even meet her
Grandchildren.

When she stood by the door, my children laughed at her, and I yelled at
Her for coming over uninvited.
I screamed at her, 'How dare you come to my house and scare my
Children!'
GET OUT OF HERE! NOW!!!'

And to this, my mother quietly answered, 'Oh, I'm so sorry. I may have
Gotten the wrong address,'
And she disappeared out of sight.
One day, a letter regarding a school reunion came to my house.

So I lied to my wife that I was going on a business trip.
After the reunion, I went to the old shack just out of curiosity.

My neighbors said that she died.
I did not shed a single tear.
They handed me a letter that she had wanted me to have.

'My dearest son,
I think of you all the time. I'm sorry that I came to your house and
Scared your children.
I was so glad when I heard you were coming for the reunion.
But I may not be able to even get out of bed to see you.
I'm sorry that I was a constant embarrassment to you when you were
Growing up.

You see........when you were very little, you got into an accident, and
Lost your eye.
As a mother, I couldn't stand watching you
Having to grow up with one eye.
So I gave you mine.
I was so proud of my son who was seeing a whole new world for me, in my
Place, with that eye.

With all my love to you,
Your mother.
-END-

2009-05-16T07:21:00.000-07:00

CANDID SHOTS

RQ and me (:

backview of us, haha :D

hand-made LOVE <3>

candid shot (:

Gillian and Me

Together <3

My darlings

2009-05-15T08:54:00.000-07:00

hello earthlings,
time now is 11.55pm, going to be 12 midnight soon.
haha :D hyper-ness is still within me! yup yup (:
anw, really glad that MYE are finally reaching an end and people, seriously enjoy your holidays cause imma going to enjoy mine. haha :D
good luck and all the best to those people who are still taking their exams ( like me ).
going to watch television now. love ya people! <3 ROCK ON MAN!

& yeahh!! thanks for yr best wishes! i will always remember it (:

2009-05-15T03:39:00.000-07:00

heyhey, it's Liwen again! haha :D
cheers! Last MYE paper on monday. No more sudden mood swings and certainly, i feel soo relieved right now. haha :D i was like soo hyper today! camwhor-ing like crazy around the whole estate :D woots~ i love it man!
God bless my last paper X:
anw, nothing special today. oh yepps, shall briefly describe the paper today.
hmm, as usual, left out some questions blank. x: not enough time to finish it. {sighs.}
anw, guess what? i still managed to complete most of the questions ya.lols :D
fun, fun, FUN TIME!! :D

oh yarhs, thanks buddies who wished me all the best for my higher MT paper. you guys rawkks :D ROCK ON MAN.!

anw, after the math paper 2, RQ and Gillian came to my estate. CAMWHORE, and it's was fun man. iloveyouguys! <33>To Gillian: Don't feel stressed out already. Now that the exams are over and let's just enjoy ourselves :D

To RQ: aiyohh! Next time better charge your phone to full batt eh. see larh, spoil the fun. anw, ps arh, yr phone fell to the ground because of me :( i'm sorry RQ <3

haha, yeahh! ALL THE BEST :D

2009-05-10T06:24:00.000-07:00

:(

Greetings peoples! 100th post. (:
revision today. For the very first time i regreted taking up comb. biology. :( really had a hard time memorising those terms. :( SAVE ME ! X:
anw, revison of bio the whole day. :( struggling. (obviously)
why am i so unluckly recently?
mood swings plus stomach cramps. :(
i'm feeling so bottled-up right now! i feel like screaming my lungs out.

Believe me, i seriously never cheat kkays? Am i such person? {sighs}
Forget it! No one believes me anyway. Forget it. :(

Thanks buddies for all your console ( which includes Charmaine [bestie] and my gans). (: . i feel better now.
jiay0us for MYE!

no more rough papers in my pencil case, i'm tired of
being accused :(

2009-05-08T02:16:00.000-07:00

one word to describe today - ROTTEN!

had math paper one and history paper today.
:( didn't have enough time to complete the whole paper. the answers are like soo long and seriously need to recall everything. (League Of Nations and TOV plus the Rise Of Hitler. )
hais, nearly breakdown during the paper but still managed to pick myself up. STRESS! :(
next was math paper one. MATH WAS EASY! For the first time i said this. seriously. questions were practically straightforward and less complications.

math paper one - easy; straightforward
math paper two - less direct qns and probably longer solutions. ;x

ok. then everything was perfect. Jerome called me halfway during the paper. sian -.-
don't worry la! didn't let him ____ much. AND troubles did not end there.

ANY IDEA WHAT HAPPEN TO ME TODAY?? SOMETHING YOU NEVER EVER IMAGINE.
i was caught having some math solutions inside my pencil case today during math MYE. shit. forgot to tear it away when i was doing some rough workings of math.
kena caught by teacher and hais, don't wish to elaborate further. anyway, i'm in deep trouble now. ;(

if i really intend to cheat during math MYE, i
wouldn't waste my time and Mrs Ang's time, asking her to stay back after lessons
right? why just can't anyone believe me? am i that foolish to cheat during MYE?
idk what are the consequences? write letter to parents? gimme a T-grade? fail
that math paper one? i seriously don't know. :(

期望越高，失望越大。i really want to prove to you. i don't want to let you down. thank you for the extra remedials you've given us. 其实我没你们想像中那么完美。

2009-04-30T22:21:00.000-07:00

HELLO PEOPLE!!
back to posting after 5 days, i think??
paiseh for all the late reply cause' exams coming and i need to spend more time revising.
anyway, i'm bored right now.
first of all, taggies!

To gillian - of course no larh! ;( have to tell Miss Tay tmr. :( I'M JUST PLAIN UNLUCKY -.-
To Emilyy - okok! haha :D june holis i go yr hse then you must welcome me horh <3>

shall stop here now.
promised to have a longer post after MYE.
going for revision right now. jy Liwen <3

2009-04-23T21:53:00.000-07:00

(ignore this post if it doesn't concern you)

To: That person who critisized me ( you know who you are )
hello? i think is like none of business whether where i prefer to stay or leave right? don't you think that you have no rights to ask me to leave that room? who do you think you are? who th hell give you rights to critisize me? are you my mother anot, even my mother didn't even say anything to me and yet, YOU OUTSIDER! shut your trap horh. i'm like giving you face since you are younger than me so i didn't pursue this matter ok. what a ill-bred child! And why am i here wasting my precious electricity blogging about such ill-bred child. Your mother never teach you manners uh? LET ME TELL YOU THIS, if you really feel or hate or having the craving to critisize me, can you PLEASE stand far away from me and say whatever you want. I CAN ASSURE YOU I WON'T DO ANYTHING TO YOU SINCE IT'S YOUR MOUTH but what's really irritating me is that you said those _______ words right before me. please larh girl! can you kindly spare a thought for me? And can the mother of this __girl just teach her some basic manners? -.- PLEASE!! i seriously don't wish to scold vuglarities on you but can you be more polite next time? If you really cannot resist the urge to scold and critisize me, can you like KINDLY wait for me to leave first? Anyway, whatever it is, i'm sorry for giving those faces. FINE?

your attitude simply sucks to core..

i'm so vexed right now. serious mood swings nowadays. ;(
perhaps due to the MYE which is like 4 days later.
idk, seriously idk :(

2009-04-23T03:49:00.000-07:00

E-learning tomorrow.
( inserts lots of smiley faces )

Gonna to do some revision tomorrow.
:D jiayous to myself.
heyhey people, back to blogging after 4 days (i guess )
ok, anyway, it's crapping time.
having math Re-test today. i reckon that everything is going smoothly bahs.
:D hope so!
failed bio test by one pathetic mark. :(
wahh, really really ( 1000x) sad. demoralised :(
cried on the way home. :(
but thanks for my Besties, they still managed to cheer me up :D
I (L) YOU ALL ! <33><>perhaps i'm slacking..idk

pics time ENJOYS!
(4Ts)

[edited]

2009-04-17T02:42:00.000-07:00

I'm so stressed out! :(

Things to do next week:
- Re-test on Mechanisms ( D&T )
- Summary Practice
- Tuition Homework on Comprehension
- Re-test on math ( Indices and stardard form with inequalities )
- Mother Tongue Oral on Monday ( have yet to practise )
- 作业15
- 理解问答practices
- maybe Re-test on Biology ( Nutrients and Enzymes )

see! that's my pathetic life. my life is practically piled up with tons and tons of work.
perhaps jumping off the building can save me from so much agony... :(
can someone..just anyone gimme motivation to press on??

我也是人，我也会累，但这次我真的累了.. :(

2009-04-14T04:06:00.000-07:00

hello bloggy and aliens out there :D
it' me again. (obviously) XD
school today was depressing, (although we are not supposed to use the word DEPRESSED randomly cause it's like sort of demoralising >< )
wahtever. and what the heck! i failed my math paper by 4 pathetic marks. What th f-
(insert a thousand of sad, sullen faces)
hais, what done cannot be undone. let's just wish for th best in the oncoming MYE .
i won't give up de ! jiay0us Liwen (:
here's a little note to motivate me - jiay0us Liwen. don't give up so easily. jiay0us. i know sec 3 life is like getting tougher and tougher. PRESS ON! you can make it. (:
anyway, let's not keep dwelling on such depressing matters.
class was as usual. NOISY ><
but dnt was fun. I managed to complete the knob within 35 mins. (i guess) :D
thanks to cher and - (:
haha (:
oh shyt! social studies test on inference tomorrow. :(
all th best to me <3
shall end here real quickly. mother yelling at me alr ><
sayonaraaaaa! (:

2009-04-09T01:55:00.000-07:00

yoh (:
wa! back to posting after 3 days (:
anyway, haha :D
really had a terrible day today.
hey guess what? i nearly screwed up the whole of my DnT theory paper. -.-
th paper was like so tough and i apparently day-dreaming for the first 5 mins. xP
hehes :D oh yeah, but i still managed to complete the paper on time. GREAT!
freak! i hate DnT theory. it's like so bored and dry?
idk
then higher chinese CA paper was quite okay if you've studied. Hmm, so i guess everything will go fine. (:
hais, i have been sacrificing my night-time to revise for homeworks. :(
and now finally, i can take a breather from school work.

Imma going Genting tomorrow. :D
haha ;D will be back for school on monday. don't miss me! XD
oh ya, before i forgot..

To 4t's: hey, you guys are really a great company. hope that our friendship is able to long-last. remember how we all shared the plate of spaghetti which really brought as closer. haha :D i love you guys. jiay0us for MYE exams <3 and gimmee lots of 'love' letters <33

2009-04-04T09:13:00.000-07:00

hey peeps,
found a interesting short story from my sister's school handbook.
ok, this is how it goes...

A man found a cocoon of a butterfly
One day a small opening appeared
He sat and watched th butterfly for several hours
it struggled to force its body out of that little hole
Then it seems to stop making any progress
It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could
And it could go no farther

So the man decided to help the butterfly
He took a pair of scissors and snipped off
The remaining part of the cocoon

The butterfly then emerged easily, BUT
It had swollen body and small shriveled wings
He continued to watch the butterfly
He expected that, at any moment, the wings will enlarge
And the body will contract
Neither happened
Around with a swollen body and shriveled wings
It was never able to fly

Althought the man acted with well-intentioned kindness
But he didn't understand the consequences
The restricting coccon and the struggle is required
Through the tiny opening, were nature's way of forcing fluid
From the body of the butterfly once it achieved it's freedom
From the cocoon.

Sometimes struggles are exactly what we need in our life
If nature allowed us to go through life without any
Obstacles, it would cripple us
We would not be as strong as we could have been
And we could never fly

[edited]

2009-04-03T09:01:00.001-07:00

hello fellas,
today is such a crappy day for me.
oh shyt, hope tomorrow can get better.
i reckon next week will be a busy week for me cause there are 3 tests waiting for me. -.-/
something really serious happen today. I guess i can say byebye to the friendship with Hui Sing.
why can't everyone stay harmony together? hais, why do people have to create conflicts with each other.? WHATEVER LARH!
man! i'm like so vexed now. i feel like hitting someone right now.
can anyone be my punching bag?

2009-04-01T03:17:00.000-07:00

arghh, freak man. i'm dying of desperation.
i seriously just cannot seems to work out any of the formula of ionic compounds. WTH.
to add to my misery, hey, guess what?? i changed my MSN PW and yet, i totally forget about it. o.o what's wrong with me these few days? mood swings?? perhaps i don't know. my mood changes quite fast. hyper-ing and chatting happily with buddies and before you know anything, emo-ing again.
and what the freak, i've got myself involve in trouble. shall not really elaborate on that cause i promised to let the matter rest. forgive and forget marh.. :D

hey sermin, i don't blame you for what you have done. don't worry too much. we are after all friends marh. (: morever i'm not so petty (;

{sighs} gonna to really practise hard on the formulas of compounds.
this is what Miss Tay says 'think, think and think. the more we try to do it, the more natural it will become. it's super natural to ask questions and those who think they know everything are usually the fools. CHEMISTRY IS ONLY HARD IF YOU THINK IT IS . movitation ya??

jiay0us Liwen (: press on with joy (: <3

2009-03-31T04:34:00.000-07:00

haha, ignore the first part since it's like so random.
anyway, yohyoh (:
such a hectic and tedious day today. really had soo much joy and laughters with my besties. <3
ok, well, math teacher was like 30mins late for math lesson today. -.- i guess she got mixed up with the timing. hey, guess what? i'm growing interest in math alr. Math is like so cool and thrilling especially when you can solve and arrive at the correct answer. THRILL MAN. :D
and yes, i'm super hyper today. WOOHOO !
oh ya, shyt. My msn seems to be like abit laggy these few days and i was told that anonymous links were given to my friends. -.- whatever. changed PW alr, so if the problem persists right, i really have no idea how to 'cure' it.
by the way, ENGLISH VOCAB TEST TOMORROW ! god bless me (: jiay0us (: .

相信我，我不会学坏。我会证明给你看我依然是以前的我。

2009-03-27T23:55:00.000-07:00

heelo humans, here to post as usual.
just came back from cca and right now really feeling feeble.
ok, anyway, went to aunt wedding dinner yesterday and it was like soo cool.
aunt stella really look gorgeous in her wedding gown. <3 mid-year examinations are just around 1 months' time.
i gotta work extremely hard right now.
jiayous Liwen, you can de. (:
top 5 in class - that's myy goal.
god bless me <3

2009-03-27T00:27:00.000-07:00

hey strangers,
back to posting time.
ok, anyway, school today was obviously as usual.
repeating the same old daily routine.
first period was higher chinese and of course everyone was like practically dead. heads could be seen laying on the tables. :D
hey you know what? i nearly misplaced my water bottle - but i still eventually found it :)
luckily worh, yang yin saw it and took it for mee.
thanks eh, yang yin (:
next was history. mdm kan didn't came.
play-ed and chatt-ed. X:
oh ya, something did happen during History lesson and i shall not really elaborate much on that cause it's quite disgraceful. {*sighs*}
why quarrel and fight like animals? you are not only ruining the image of yourself but also disgracing the class. hais, i really have nothing to say. Can't everyone just cooperate with each other just for that pathetic two years??
fine. i shall stop harping on such depressing matters which will make me moody.
math lessons were quite okay. :D
hais, currently no mood to blog anymore. that's what i really detest about blogging cause you have to recall the events which happen on that day, including those happy moments and depressing moments.
enough of blogging to stop my agnoy.

perhaps i am just deceiving myself, refusing to face the reality..

2009-03-24T05:26:00.000-07:00

yohyoh(:
it's me again.
this gonna to be a short post cause i'm actually not supposed to blog now but haha, fake fake lying to my mother i'm doing online assignments. haha :D
ok, not going to elaborate much today. currently chatting with long-time-no-see buddy in msn.
o.o wait. i think Ruiqi dearie is online in msn now. ok, great!
anyway, going off soon. mum is coming in anytime. -.-
sayonaraaaaaaaa(:

2009-03-21T09:36:00.000-07:00

changed blogskin again.
do give comments about it. :D

2009-03-20T00:49:00.000-07:00

天净沙·秋- 白朴

孤村落日残霞，
轻烟老树寒鸦，
一点飞鸿影下。
青山绿水，
白草红叶黄花。

shyt, i'm really having difficulties in explaining what does the above poem means. X:

can any kind soul help me??

2009-03-18T03:10:00.000-07:00

:(

why, why must you keep reminding me of my ugly past..
trying so hard to conceal it yet why must you say such hurtful words to stab my heart.
i really don't know why.
maybe you can treat it as a joke and forget it after sometimes but...it stays permanent in my memories...
iSHY!!
道歉也没用。。

2009-03-16T19:17:00.000-07:00

hey, back to posting time.
I seems so addicted to blogging right (i admit i am. )
ok, shall elaborate the fun things my buddies (Ruiqi, Gillian, Ser Min and Timothy?? ) and me did during chemistry project, ok, to be exact, they aren't really discussing about the project.(they were playing lorhs -.- ). IN FACT I WAS THE ONLY POOR SOUL WHO DID EVERYTHING MYSELF and i expected that would happen!
haha, but it's okay larh. used to it already. *sighs*
let's continue bahs.
initially we wanted to discuss the project in the library and the library was like soo packed! so left with no alternatives, we went to nearby void deck to complete that. (i know doing project in under the void deck sounds weird but i swear that's wasn't my suggestion.)
AND the worst part was that it was raining and my mother keep sms-ing to ask me hurry go home. FREAKK!
and...many interesting things happen there. i can't really elaborate on that (or else i'd be chopped into pieces by Ser Min. shh, it's a secret X; )
but after that, Gillian needa to go off :( she've got something on - bringing sister to tuition or...i'm not very sure X;
we also left the stinking void deck too. THE VENUE CHANGED TO MY HOUSE -.-
to be exact, it wasn't my house larh, it was my clubhouse. you may be wondering what was that but what i can say that place is where people can rest, chat or even SLEEP? dud, i lived in a condo marh that's explains why i've such great facilities. (:
I LOVE CLUBHOUSE THE MOST(:
it's even better than my own sweet home. (:
i love the sweet-scent environment and comfortable sofas.

oh ya, there was one funny incident. Timothy asked an old uncle(reading newspapers )whether the temperature was okay and th uncle said "a bit larh, it would be the best if you can put it higher."(English translation)
and so Timothy went to search for the air-con remote control AND THE HILARIOUS PART WAS THAT EVERYBODY SAW WHERE WAS IT EXCEPT HIM...*speechless*
dud, it's was attached to the wall and he even tried to pull it out. *sighs*
I'VE GOT NOTHING TO SAY, SERIOUSLY!!
whatever!!!
they left around 5pm bahs and hey, you guess what time we started. 01.30pm? (to be exact) and yet we can't even finish half of the project. that's explains the fun and the chats we had. we're practically having fun instead of getting seriously on work. :DDDDDD
oh ya, BON VOYAGE RUI QI!! ENJOY YOUR TRIP (:
MUST MSG ME IMMEDIATELY WHEN YOU COME BACK HORH :D
oh my gosh, i'm late for tuition right now.
i told you that i'm so addicted to blogging right now that i lose track of the time. ahh!!
till then peeps (:

my happy pills are LOVED. :D

2009-03-15T00:52:00.000-07:00

hey hey,
i'm soo tired (x10000000) right now. :(
just came back from the GB camp which was soo boringgggg!
To be frank, i really regretted going for the camp. i should just write a letter stating that i'm sick and i'm not going....but eh, i'm guai kia okayy???
by the way, CA results are out and of course i did better than expected.

ENGLISH - B3
MATH - A1 :D
HCL - B4 ( I thought I could achieve A2 ) ;(
COMB.SCI - A2
D&T - A2
COMB.HUMANITIES - A2
yay, cheers for me. :D
My revising of many nights had ~~not~~paid off. :D

ok, now back to elaborate on my camp.
just as i had mentioned earlier on, camp was real bored.
first day was quite tiring. we had to report in full uniform by 6.45am and obviously my bad habit of late coming - i reported only around 7am. XD
ok, then went for the drill competition. shall not elaborate much on that. x.x
after that, we had lunch. :D
after lunch was worship time or .........? i'm not too sure. X;
ok, whatever!
then games was next. fun of course.

DAY 2: we did area cleaning and our squad was supposed to clean and make sure that the toilets are spick and span. sian right? -.- cleaning the toilets?? freak!!!
count myself unlucky. -.-
and you know what we had to do? we had to pick up all the hairs that had dropped on the floor. WTHH
THE MOST PART WAS THAT THERE WAS SOMETHING STUCK IN THE DRAINAGE PART AND WE NEED SOMEONE TO DIG THAT THING OUT. GROSS MAN!! i wouldn't volunteer myself to do that.
arqhh, anyway, after do all the area cleaning, we had church service.
boredd!!
i nearly rot there sia. no offence to those who attend church service everyweek.xP
freakk, i'm really (x 10000000) mentally and physically drained right now.
oh shyt, remedial tomorrow. math and chem.
{*sobs*} i need sufficient rest. i'm aching all over right now.

school is getting really stressful,
more responsibilities and schoolwork - a heavier workload

2009-03-12T01:18:00.001-07:00

haha, guys, it's so fun to be with you all. besties forever! (:
school was fun today. laughters and laughters.
first period was history. yeahh, as usual, listening attentively to mdm kan.
history rocks and is loved!
next was biology. hais, copied long structured sentences again. -.-
To be frank, i don't really understand the proteins part. gotta read on that real soon.
then social studies. LOL. we were supposed to take the social studies test today but...the test was postponed to tomorrow. YEAHH! that's good news to us. more time to read up and practise. superb. :D
RECESS~
right after recess, then chiong up to classroom and start revising for english vocab test.
just as i expected, i left half of the paper blank and it's not because i've no time to finish but because i didn't study for that vocab test. why? cause i left my english kingsway book in class. -.- no book to study for. haha :D
but god bless, Gillian called me and gave me the vocab words. lucky for me. (:
thanks dearie, if not for your help, i probably could had flung real bad for the test <3
oh yes, by the way, LAST DAY OF SCHOOL - (TERM ONE) TOMORROW. ;D
cheers cheers :D
gonna get back term one progress report tomorrow and that piece of paper will determine whether did i work hard forr term one.
GOD BLESS ME WITH GREAT AND SUPERB RESULTS

if i could rewind time,
i'd go back to the childhood days,
free from all burdens and troubles,
cry and laugh loudly like nobody's business,
isn't that everyone's dream?

2009-03-10T00:18:00.000-07:00

This bear is really soo pathetic.
see that amount of work he has to do.
hey bear, we're in the same situation. LOL.

2009-03-09T23:40:00.001-07:00

i'm drained out of energy.

ok, it's obvious that i'm feeling really really exhausted.
i hate sec 3 life, sec 3 life sucks.
work is like pilling higher and higher each day.
hahs, i know the reason - Olevels next year marh.
hais, everyone is soo stressed out, i know.

ok, let's start on my daily routine today.
first period - DnT
so I did the box with the .. cover frame??
i don't know. i was actually in a superb great mood but it was obvious being ruined by someone. i shan't say who he is.
He gave the wrong info to yang yin and in the end, she cut the wrong side of my wood piece. AND of course i need to redo. AND this is not the first time i redo it. SECOND TIME LE.!!!!
WHAT THE HELL!!!
sick and tired of doing the same old thing again and again. -.-
WHATEVER! count myself unlucky. rotten luck.

next period was higher chinese -bored as usual.
Talk and laugh with Xin Hui.

oh ya, during english period, we were asked to write a composition titled - MEMORIES~
and i've got a model essay on memories. SUPERB! but the suay thing was ... i didn't bring that model essay book along to school. -.-
so managed to write what i remembered. No choice. ;/

hmm, feeling not soo tired now. blogging really perk me up. (:
till then peeps. (:

2009-03-05T17:36:00.000-08:00

what the hell
so troublesome.-.-
i rather study in school than to log in to E-learning to do work.
right now, i'm having some technical problems, and is quite obviously that me, being a computer idiot can't solve it.
whatever! shall just ask ying yu to print out for me.
sick of trying and trying. I GIVE UP!
ok, that's not me. well, i shall continue to try then.
and who the heck told me that i can log in to e-learning already uh?
.........
hais, whatever larh. feeling dizzy right now.
OK, NOW. the problem is still there.
arqhh, why i so unlucky de, most of friends can sign in except me?
rotten luck.
ok, this post is full of complaints. that's me yeahh. i complains most of the time so bear with me. shall stop crapping now.

2009-03-05T02:55:00.000-08:00

CHEERS CHEERS!
no school tomorrow, great!
man, i'm still having problems on the E-learning thingy.
well, forget it. Leave it to tomorrow.
by thw way, most of the CA results are out.

English - B3
Math - A1 (unexpected.)
Comb sci - A2 ( most probably? :D )
D%T - A2

That's all. The rest i'm not too sure yet.
freak, my eyes are getting redder.
i must have been wearing my contact lens for too long. *ouchh*
school today is as usual. sucks~
th class is noisy again. well, i've got too used to it long ago.
stayed back in school to finish the formal letter then there was this f***ing uncle who chased me and Gillian out of the classroom sia. i was like asking him nicely whether we need to leave the classroom but that stupid uncle ignores us sia. i was so pissed off by his attitude. He can tell us nicely to leave right? there's no need to like give us faces to leave right? what the ..
then still give me attitude faces worh, think i what sia.
pissed off by him. the school should just throw him a letter and ask him to scram off.
ok, FINE! i'm just kidding. just my rotten luck.
i'm in a good mood today so i shall not say anything frustrating to ruin it.
E-learning tomorrow. GREAT!
but i've one problem right now .......
i still can't log in to ASKnLearn.
Forget it, let the mighty god help me to solve that. LOL ;D

even if there's only a glimpse of hope, i'll not give up.

2009-03-02T22:20:00.000-08:00

God bless me please!
i actually flung my history paper which i was quite confident that i can pass.
freak sia. 8/20
the worst part was the 8marks question. 2/8 What the heck sia.
my answer was like soo freaking long but yet, 2 marks.
ok, this is really demoralising me alot. kiling all my interest in history.
i hate to see failing papers wih my name on it. (well, i guess everyone hate that too. )
i feel like tearing my history paper to bits.
ok, i'm not a pessimist. maybe i will pass the next test (:
on the lighter note, the english vocab paper was quite okayy. (:
(some reasons behind it ) LOLOL :D
no school-ing on fri.(: cheers

2009-02-26T22:54:00.000-08:00

WOOHOO!!
i'm so happy today.
the math test was so super easy. i'm confident to get around 16/20 ;}
uhm, although there's one queston i don't really know how to do, basically the whole paper is so easyyy!! then during recess, saw shimin and so asked her about the math paper. she was like so excited and keep telling me that the paper was very easy and she probably could get full marks.
hais~ actually i think the paper was too easy for a sec 3 student. everything was ike so basic and of course, not really very challenging. LOL
hmm, i must be out of mind, wanting for a more challenging math paper. LOL
by the way, i scored 28/40 for my d&t. ;(
disappointed again.
freakk, hui sing got 31/40 and i was like really soo envious. if only...
oh yes,
My English composiiton grades are out. 15/30
{*speechless*}
don't whether to feel sad or to jump for joy.
i just pass my EL compo
jump for joy because i didn't fail.
feel sad because i only just pass.
but there's nothing i can do. just try to do well in the vocab test next week.
god bless me please.

2009-02-23T22:44:00.000-08:00

oh shyt oh shyt!\
didn't managed to finish my history test. i was left with the last question which was 4 mark. WTF. the test was supposing 40 mins but it was only around 30mins. -.-
4 marks gone just liddat. freak!
oh well, forget it larh. sian~
School life sucks. i hate everything around me.
common test sucks. study soo hard then last min cannot remember the points. this really demoralise me.
will be getting back our D&T paper back tomorrow. ;)
god, bless me with appealing results ya? X:
btw, took the individual photo today. haha.
Ser min, Rui qi, Gillian and i was like going in and out of the toilet to see whether they look okay for the phototaking. hais~ they look great eh. They simply just worry too much. {:
LOL, shall stop here.
chem homework waiting for me now.
sayonaraaaa (:

2009-02-23T22:15:00.000-08:00

ok, i was tagged to do this quiz so no choice X:

1: Besides your lips , where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
-ermm...face??

2: How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
-dude, obviously i'm feeling lethargic and sleepy.

3: Who was the last person you took a photo with?
-Sister.

4: Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
-nope. quite obvious.

5: Would you ever donate blood?
-ah, never. i'm afraid of needles X:

6: Have you ever had a best friend who was of the opposite sex?
-not sure.

7: Do you want someone dead?
-NEVER IN MY WHOLE LIFE. i will get nightmares. xP

8:What does your last text message say?
-from mother. 'come back home fast'

9:What are you thinking of right now?
-oh shyt, will i fail my history test.

10: Do you wish someone was with you right now?
-no. i want to use the computer without people disturbing me (:

11: What time did you go to sleep last night?
-around 11pm. i was chatting with my sister.

12: Where did you buy the T-shirt you are wearing now?
-haha, i'm wearing my school uniform now and of course i bought it from school.

13: Is someone on your mind right now?
-nope.

14: Who was the last person to text you?
-mother

10 PEOPLE TAGGED TO DO THIS QUIZ :
1 charmaine
2 shimin
3 huising
4 emily
5 sis
6 adilia
7 vicki?
8 syarmin
9 xin hui
10 ying yu

15: Who is 2 having a relationship with?
-don't know. but i don't think so.

16: Is 3 a male or a female?
-Female. its so obvious. lol.

17: If 7 and 10 get together will that be a good thing?
-haha, never in th whole life.

18: What is Number 1 studying in?
- Holy innocent - 3 unity?

20: Is Number 4 single?
- i think so. :/ hahs

21: Say something about Number 2.
- friendly? she is nice overall. YEAHH!!

22: What do you think about Number 3 and 6 being together?
- they are good friends in the first place, dude.

23: Describe Number 9.
- she's okay but abit annoying. X;

24: What will you do if Number 6 and 7 fight?
- i don't think so. they don't talk frequently to each other.

25: Do you like Number 8?
- yarhs. she is friendly. (: LOL

end of quiz !

2009-02-21T04:31:00.000-08:00

Today is the worst day of my life.I had drilling for 3 hours( i guess? ). That's pure torture to me. i'm now aching everywhere. sores on my foot. freak!
btw, i always thought that the captain was very kind and caring but today..i guess never judge the book by its cover.
ok, let me ask you something. what will you do if your friend or probably junior fell down? ok, common reaction for most people. they will help her up right?
so as most of us will do, many of us went forward to help the girl up but the captain was like yelling at us and as if we were so kaypoh!
omg, what kind of crap is this? you mean we can't even help someone who fell down?
hey please larh. she is just a merely sec1 girl and yet, this captain was like torturing her sia. she can't even sit down and take a break. The fall was like so serious that her shoe flew out. she can't even stand up properly at that time. her face went flat onto the ground sia. serious fall right?
sometimes i really feel that the captain is soo inhumane. Acting ignorant like nothing happened? What the crap is this man? I seriously cannot take it anymore. i'm beginning to hate her now. she like to ask the juniors silly questions like - Am i married?
Do i have children? and those pathetic juniors had to answer what kind of nonsense question just to gain points. -.-
and she states that if you're wearing full-U, you're not supposed to put on any ear studs. but she didn't even took out hers. -.-
idoit larh. set a good example to us before you lecture us larh. -.-
ok, i admit that i'm in a foul mood lately so bear with my rantings. X;

2009-02-19T23:49:00.000-08:00

Cheers to me.
haha, guess what?
I passed my chemistry test. ;D
Woohoo, i'm so happy now.
To be frank, i nearly screwed up the whole chem paper cause it was so freak tough. Even miss tay ( My chem teacher ) said so.
hais, my life sucks to core. hais~
oh shyt, there's history test next week on 2.1
x.x gotta revise for it. I don't want to fail any of my subjects anymore.
oh, i'm sick of history. keep studying on the strengths & weakness of the league of nation, worse still I still have to try one SEQ question. arqhh, i'm struggling. can someone help me? i don't want history to repeat itself like the past years. i took everything for granted and in the end i failed.
Btw, my bio teat grades are out. 16/25
Man, this is damm poor. study so hard for it still get this kind of grade.
disappointed. :(

can someone, just someone to give me motivation to carry on?

2009-02-19T22:36:00.000-08:00

Nicee song <3
love Taylor Swift

2009-02-19T01:16:00.000-08:00

lovess

hey hey peepo,
changed blogskin again. oh freak, i spend 3 hours just to change this blogskin cause due to code error. ok, shall start crapping now. during morning assembly, nearly fell asleep. bored~
i was stunned when Mrkoh ask the 3/6 and 3/7 peeps to leave for ITE. why so fast sia? why must the school determine their fate so quickly, maybe miracles will happen ( i know chances are very low ). hais, perhaps this is reality and realities are always harsh.

really had a good laugh during Math period. Dun Quan asked Mrs Ang a very so called retarded question. Mrs Ang was explaining indices to us when Dun Quan suddenly pop out with this question - What is zero to the power of zero? LOLOL:D
Man, this is retarded! do you think the exams questions will ask us such questions?? -.-
then Timothy, RuiQi and I started laughing. LOLOL. never heard such hilarious question before. we just burst out of laughter suddenly. hahahahahaha ;D
i guess we probably won't stop laughing until Mrs Ang gave us worksheets to do.

Gotta take class photo soon which cannot be erased off. it will be left permanent. I don't want!

2009-02-11T23:57:00.000-08:00

arqhh, i can't take it anymore.
ok, please pardon me for my words, but i seriously can't tolerate my laggy comp anymore. :(
sian, it has been so laggy these few days that i had to wait up to 5 minutes for my comp to load something. omg, what is happening to you , my dear computer? need me to send you to the hospital bo? you seems seriously ill. ;'(

ok, fine! i think i know who is the culprit. must be my dad. he is so obssessed in the net recently. oh gosh, he must have downloaded chunks of rubbish into the comp. man!
hais, sometimes i really don't understand him. he surf to net just to look for er..i guess ancient china pictures. man! search that one for what the hell sia? sighs!!
he can even forsake his sleep just to do these kinds of silly things.
sian, craps!

2009-02-10T04:28:00.000-08:00

hahahaha, found this interesting quote.
have fun with it. (:

2009-02-10T03:33:00.000-08:00

yohyoh:D
haha
i'm super high today.
why?? today is a happy day for me ;D
hmm, managed to finish up 3/4 of my homework. (claps claps)
well done, liwen;D
ok, let's start crapping my my daily routine.
woke up 6.35am this morning. tired ( obviously X: )
but still managed to haul myself up.

First period was d&t. got reprimanded again X:
hmm, forget it! i'm numb to scoldings xD

went to the library after school. blah blah.
will not elaborate on that.

oh yes, i've a really frustrating matter right now.
ok, let's me tell you what happened?
went to the coffeeshop near my house to take dinner and there was a elderly in front of me.
ok, that's was fine. The elderly probably forgot to take his change which was only i guess, 80cents?? so the hawker asked me to get the elderly back who already reached his seat. so what i did? being 'kind-hearted' by nature, i volunteered to bring the change to the elderly. what anger me the most was that the hawker refused to let me do this errand and horh, giving me a suspicious look.
walao, as if i will take the 80cents and run away sia. think i what? so cheapskate mehh. please larh, who cares about the pathetic 80cents that i can't even eat to my fill. stupid hawker. it was barely 1 buck sia. man, i'm not that evil to steal the 80cents from an old man. i was just beilng kind to volunteer to pass the money to the old man. if don't appreciate my kindness, ok, fine! but can you don't give me that sucking attitude of yours?
who cares about that pathetic 80cents??
arqhh, this is really frustrating!!
forget it! no point being helpful. i shall be evil then.
haha, kidding man! relax :D

2009-02-05T23:07:00.000-08:00

HELLOOOOOO PEEPS,
it's me once again.
school today was so terrible. reprimanded by Miss tay again. hey, that's not surprising.
Same , old guys again. please larh, i'm seriously sick of them. why are they making trouble everytime? can't they just gimme a day of peace?
yucks, having stomach cramps right now, adding on to my frustration. freak man, it's damn painful!
shoo, go away!! X;

ok, fine. let's stop elaborating on those discouraging matters. Look on the brighter side yup. hey, i'm a very optimistic person okay? i don't keep clinging on the past ya. clinging on the past won't get me anywhere, it will only bring me more sorrow.

so celebrated my 15th birthday with the class. 3/4 came over too. We shared the cake ;D
shyt man, i'm now fifteen. Eek, one year older again. I wanna to stay forever young ( who doesn't? )
oh my god, it's soo freaking awkward having the class to sing birthday song to me. awkward!!!
tell you ah, never stand in front of the class eh, super awkward when you see eyes staring at you. i admit i've a bit of stage fright. i'm not that brave and bold person you think. but i really appreciate that. thanks 3e1. though we aren't the best class, but your are certainly much better than 2e3. at least your are much friendly and approaching. ;D

hey, found a new word on net. VEHEMENCY?
what is the meaning of this word. sounds interesting.
beta look into the dictionary. ;D

i reckon mother is coming back anytime. logging off soon. {unwilling :(}
so byes ya.
will be back to post real soon. till then :)

2009-02-02T23:41:00.000-08:00

hey yoh earthlings,
haiz, it have been ages since i last blogged ya.
well, quite busy recently.
anyway, here i am to post again. hmm, where should i start?
okok, let's start from the first period of school. design & technology.
did some sawing and drilling ( i guess ).
i was supposed to cut the wood into ....(arqh, i don't know how to explain that)
ok, fine. forget about that. got freak out when i heard the screcching sound from the machine.
then next period was higher chinese. go through the 课文. bored to tears -.-
then during FTC, Miss tay actually went to change the seating arrangement.
hais, i lost peace!
the guy sitiing behind me was such a idoit, keep taliking sia. cannot stop talking sia. i had enough of that freaking classmate alr. i'm tolerating him. -.-
dare to push your limits further, i'll treat you harshly too. i'm no pushover kayys ?
took 901 to evergreen after school. sian, haven't even chat with emily for 30mins then was called to go home. walao, spoil my happy mood sia. friends chatting also will kena lecture by parents sia, sian! arqhhhhhhhhhhh!!
ps arh emily, meet again on friday horh. thanks for your present anyway (:
by the way, birthday coming in 2 days time. {claps clap} ;D
oh ya, switching back to the previous tuition centre soon. ;D
waste of time to join the kipmcgrath ( did i spell it corerectly? )
having dinner with ah ma later. -.-
oh please, i had enough of family gathering sia. last week went all the way to see my great-grand mother who was 98 years old. ;O woahh, long life right? X;
then after which went to my aunt's house again. eat steamboat there. (:
hais, i've nothing more to say now. tired of typing alr.
haha ;D
end here. byes!

2009-01-24T06:29:00.000-08:00

i wanna this monster toy

oh, it's soo cute~!

2009-01-24T06:15:00.000-08:00

hey hey earthlings,
i feel so loved now. friends came to comfort me when i'm feeling down ya.
thanks eh, i'm so lucky to have them as friends (:

by the way, tomorrow is the eve of cny. WOOTS~
HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE~!

2009-01-21T03:29:00.000-08:00

helloo earthlings,
i was supposed to do my d&t homework now but...well, i still decided to blog first. haha :D
sch today was tiring, really extremely drained. :(
hmm, as usual, my class was super noisy again. ( that's not new t0 me. )
sometimes i really don't understand. why teachers keep emphasising about the O'levels. i know it is dammmm important but sometimes i just feel soo stressed up and it kills my mood for the day. i really don't know what will happen to me. i'm taking chinese o'levels this year and i want to get A's. well, who doesn't?
周老师reprimanded us today. moody after higher chinese.
did some soul searching and asked myself this question : am i really up to the stardard to take the chinese o'levels at sec 3 or do i need more time to practise? Did i really make the right decision ?
arqhh, i don't know~!

2009-01-18T02:07:00.000-08:00

hey hey,
woahh, it has been ages since i last blogged uh. xD
oh freak, i lost my beloved ear stud. arqhh, sian.
it was lost when i came out of the bathroom. well, i guess it went down into the drain alr bahs. :(

wth, my freaking sister is here to nag again.-.-
no mood-.-

2009-01-14T01:01:00.000-08:00

I shall prove you wrong!

2009-01-14T00:30:00.000-08:00

I need ear plugs!

i can't stand my freaking class anymore. arqhh, how i wish i could switch to a quieter class or perhaps, more attentive ?
The worst part was during English period, damm super f***ing noisy sia. It seems that no matter how my english teacher ask the guys to keep quiet, they just ignore the pathetic poor teacher . oh man, just hope that my pathetic english teacher don't give up on my class, seriously. -.-

By the way, today morning assembly is again so freaking long and boring. still managed to fight of those those drowsy spells. haha :D

missed the first period again. -.-
craps, my math is soo damm pathetic alr and i still miss the math period sia. Everyone in school are like pressing for time and yet, the stupid morning assembly is still so long. seriously, that's a waste of my time. please larh, just keep the morning assembly short and sweet will do. -.- we can't move on to the next chapter if we keep missing our first period of curriculum time right?
if only i could turn the time back, i'll not make the same mistake again. if only..................

I realised recently that i'm spending more than i can save. oh boy, such a spendthrift eh.

2009-01-10T23:17:00.001-08:00

:'(

Misery .

2009-01-10T23:01:00.000-08:00

=.=
I HATE NUMBERS
I HATE EQUATIONS
I HATE FRACTIONS
I HATE DECIMALS
I HATE MATHEMATICS!

i'm currently stuck on one idotic math question which is practically driving me crazy. it seems that no matter what kind of methods i use, i just can't get that freaking answer.

2009-01-07T22:48:00.000-08:00

Yohyoh :D

school today was terrible. had a reallyyy long morning assembly which was around 1 hour or so, oh my gosh, the new principal certainly has lots to say about discplinary matters. -.-
can't she just keep everything short and sweet ? but seriously, she is quite a good principal :D
then back to classroom, noisy . same old guys making a nuisance out of themselves. -.- well, i already got used to that.
by the way, 王老师 gave us a piece of CL composition and seriously, that was damm DIFFICULT, DIFFICULT! arqhh, worse still can't even choose the questions. arqhhhhhhh-.- sec 3 life is certainly more terrifying than i can imagine. anyway, stop adding to my frustration.

i'm drained - mentally and phyically.
shall stop here now. till then :D

stuffing those insignificant nothingness inside me somewhere..

2009-01-05T00:00:00.000-08:00

harlowwwws peepos,
back from school now. :D
today was sooo unlucky, got caught for not tying up my hair during morning assembly. -.-
got warning to tie up my hair tomorrow.
anyway, enough of all this! school today was extremely SIAN.
teacher requested us to make some chinese new year decoration for the upcoming CNY.
then during P.E lessons, i went to take my height and weight.

height- currently still the same
weight - gain one kg bahs -.-

by the way, just went to the library to borrow some books :D
hmm, then i guess that's all.
arghh, having chem tomorrow. -.- boredddddd :/

2009-01-03T00:19:00.000-08:00

yoh guys,
i'm currently sec 3, sec 3!
woahh, i seriously cannot imagine that. hmm, by right, sec 3 should be more mature but it seems that i'm still so immature. keep fooling around, playing tricks on sister and computers games. hais, what should i do? VP announced the year-end results which the sec 3 did last year..and it was badly done. haisss, i've no notion what lay in store for me in the future, heart filled wilth fear and anxiety.

i did extremely bad for last year and i seriously don't want to repeat myself. 原来有些事做错了，是无法回头的

2009-01-02T23:31:00.000-08:00

hey hey peopleeeee,
i managed to took some pictures during the recent countdown party.
okok, i shall post the pics now, Enjoys!

playgrounddd :D
mega snake and ladder :]

overall view ( stage)
tattoo :)

oh my gosh, what a mess!
air brush tattoo
leftovers, haha :D

cool right? X:

overall view

and more...

soft drinks, wine and food and......certainly many more

busyyyy :/

hey, i'm the assistant :D

coloured sand art, YEAHH!! ;D

my very own sand art piece, nice bahs?

click click!

MEEEEEEEE!!

assistant :D

2008-12-30T22:51:00.001-08:00

hey hey peeps,
today is such a great day eh.
hey, tomorrow is 2009 le. YEAHH!!
hmm, i definetely will be counting down today.
by the way, got hooked on a HK drama recently. well, that's me. I SIMPLY LOVE HK DRAMA NO MATTER WHAT. <33
i think the drama is called last one standing. Oh my god, i love the actors so much especially Roger and kelvin. they are both so hot {Well, i admit i love hot guys :D}. hmm, Yoyo is also quite pretty too. :D
guess what? i was so addicted to it that i pratically feel so uneasy and uncomfortable without watching it for a day.
well, nevertheless, still managed to finish the 22ep drama within 4 days. :D

will be downstairs helping mum for the countdown party. i think there will be a poolside barbecue. {giggles}
i will be distrubuting the party packs bahs. not really quite sure yet. ;/
haha :D well, i shall eat to my fill later. (:
by the way, by the way, last but not the least, let's bid farewell to 2008 and give our warmest welcome to 2009 (: {claps}

2008-12-30T05:15:00.000-08:00

ONE MORE DAY TO 2009 :D

2008-12-24T22:05:00.000-08:00

hello earthlings!
Merry christmas :DD

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hmm, went to aunt's house yesterday. supposed to have barbecue but it was raining the whole day. What a day!! =.=
so left with no choice, ate dinner at aunt's house.
oh ya, received lots of christmas presents. YEAHH!! PRESENTS ;DD

Took some pics of my x'mas presents:

recordable plush toy :D

couple keychain :D

WALLET!!

notebooks <33

2008-12-23T21:25:00.000-08:00

arghh, this is frustrating! received a stupid phone call just now and the caller was like talking so super fast and i can;t even figure out what was he talking about. i vaguely heard him saying free dining for family and ...arghh whatever larh! =.= i'm not interested at all lorh. WTHH.=.=
anyway, BLOGSKIN CHANGED!! URL CHANGED !
later will be going to aunt's house to celebrate christmas. yay:D
expecting barbecue, log cakes and PRESENTS .YEAHH!!;DD
okok, shall stop here. it's lunch-ing time (;

2008-12-22T19:39:00.000-08:00

hey earthlings,
it's time for posting again.haha:DD
well, i'm so bored now. left rotting here
by the way, good news. I am going to karrie's house on thursday to celebrate her birthday:DD. Too bad my sister is tagging along too. -.-
changed blog url to x3-illusions..nice right?? well, it's shorter marh. :/
2 more days to christmas. Claps & cheers.:D
8 more days to 2009. Claps & cheers :D

2008-12-21T05:13:00.000-08:00

yoh peepo,
hey, it's me.
well, good news, Aunty ivy came back from denmark on friday and we breakfast-ed with her this morning. hmm, went to dim sum restaurant to eat. stayed there around 2 hours but i must stress that that 2 hours was horrible. why? cause the restaurant was so cramped and tables were sooo close to each others. and obviously the seats were also superr close and i guess if i were to turn around, i would knock onto others.
then went to grandma's house to eat tangyuan(i managed to skip that). hmm, eat, watch television and day-dream awhile, and finally we're able say bye bye.
after that, went to aunty pearlyn's home. her house was sooo neat and tidy.
makan , play, laugh and ~~emo~~chatting there.
then it was dinner time. makan dinner near the market and guess who i saw? EMILYY!!
hey emily, so coincidence sehh :DD
I shall stop here, famILY are asking me to switch off comp alr. -.-

2008-12-19T07:36:00.000-08:00

hey hey strangers,
it's 11.37pm now but i'm still not sleepy. THE NIGHT IS STILL SO YOUNG.
just finished going through some biology stuff and that sickening math. arghh, i'm sure that math will drive to crazy one day. I'm currently stuck at part where i'm required to change general solution to a quadratic equation. =.= just the weird numbers is enough to kill me. =.=
so i'm currently drained, mentally and physically (hmm, this seems too exaggerating).
shall stop blogging here. will be real back soon. byes peeps!

2008-12-17T19:36:00.000-08:00

hey hey readers
gonna blog today.ok, so let's Start my daily old routine. hmm, woke up at 9.30 which was quite a miracle :DD then breakfast. After breakfast, went to watch television.
arghh, the sickening stomach cramp is driving me crazy. this is already the fifth day but i am still experiencing slight pain. WTHH!!=.=
AND 15 more days back to school if i am not wrong. hais, how i wish i could have another 2 months extended holidays :DD
ok, let's stop here. BYES!

2008-12-13T00:53:00.000-08:00

hey hey friends,
found this song when i surf the net just now. well, it's is quite a nice and soothing song.

Love paradise (lyrics) - by kelly chen

You’re always on my mind
All day just all the time
You’re everything to me
Brightest star to let me see
You touch me in my dreams
We kiss in every scene
I pray to be with you
Through rain and shiny days
I’ll love you
Till I die
Deep as sea
Wide as sky
The beauty of our love
Paints rainbows everywhere we go
Need you
All my life
You’re my hope
You’re my pride
In your arms
I find my heaven
In your eyes
My sea and sky
May life our love paradise

2008-12-11T19:36:00.000-08:00

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yoh peepo.
it has been ages since i last blogged. -.-
no mood to blog the last few days.
anyway, blogskin changed!
well, i shall now start crapping.
hmm, nothing much these few days. visited shi min, we watch kung fu panda and i must say that was really hilarious!! {laughs}
after that we play monopoly bahs. and of course i lost to shi min. but i must stress that i bought more 'houses' than her. haha :DD
home-ed at 6.00 ><

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GET WELL SOON, SHI MIN!! miss ya. <33
hmm. that all for now. audi-ing soon. haha;DD

2008-11-30T20:07:00.000-08:00

hey peeps ;DD
it's me again.
guess what ? i manage to earn around 550k in audition the day before.
well, i guess it is only purely luck. the beat-up battle party went wrong and so, free dens were given. anyway, there will be a client patch today and i guess they will repair it bahs.
yesterday was the most boring day i ever had, er..well, i must say it was so boring that i was practically rotting at home. but music still manage to perk me up. haha :DD
okok, this shall be a short post.
no mood. =.=

2008-11-29T06:30:00.000-08:00

hey, pics time.
promised to post pics on my trip in china. here they are.

lazy to explain X;
by the way, pics are basically all taken by my sister, so don't blame me if they are badly taken .X;

2008-11-25T02:27:00.000-08:00

hey yoh yoh,
it has been long since i last posted. x;
hais, went for holidays 3 days ago. visted china and vietnam.
surprising, i didn't really enjoy the trip.
hey, guess what ?? i spent 15 hours in the bus just to travel from vietnam to china. gosh, we started travelling around 6am and reached there around 9.30pm. i even nearly experienced a slight sickness sia. haha.
okok, pictures will be posted real soon eh. the photes are basically taken by my sister. cause i too lazy to take them. LOLOL
received my streaming results alr, i didn't really did well. i realised, i overestimated myself. i always thought i was capable. perhaps, i always thought that i could handle stress, hard work. but in reality, i was struggling. i totally had no notion what lay in store for me in the future.
hmm, i shall stop here. i don't feel like posting anymore. photos will be posted soon.

2008-11-13T20:25:00.000-08:00

hey yoh guys,
er, actually nothing larhs. blogg-ed just to kill boredom. xPP
saw the quiz passed down to me but can i just neglect it? ps arh, Emily. x.x

(to Emily:)
ehs, so sorry eh, i forgotten your birthday.
13/11/94 - Emilyyy's big day.
nvms eh, will give you a present next time we meet.
you will like it de. ;DD
aiya, how can i forget such an important day. 5 years de friendship le.
sorry lorh. ><
HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY, EMILY !!

2008-11-10T00:18:00.000-08:00

hey yoh,
posting again.

hmm, went to see the forensic heroes in youtube.
woots, it is superb nice.
lols x;
oh yarh, it will be casting today, 1opm.
i must watch it. x.x
er, i guess i am in a serious case of tv addiction. @@
just finished watching [fated to love you] and the ending was like so super funny.
btw, streaming results would be release by 21 nov.
omgg, that would be years later x; jk
i can't wait to know my results x.x
ok, shall stop here.
sayonara ;DD

2008-11-06T23:35:00.000-08:00

hey hey :DD

just came back from karrie's house. went there to finish up the church project. woots, it is finally done. CHEERS :DD
anyway, this is the first time i felt so helpless without my handphone. let me tell you what exactly happened??
it started off like this, i alighted off the bus(913) approximately at 10.50am then i thought i was already quite late cause i am meeting her at 10.45am so i rushed to the nearby i wasn't quite sure where i was to look for her. i could not call her cause my handphone is still repairing. left without any alternatives, i decided to try my luck nearby the shops to see whether i spot her.

i walked around the whole admiraty station for another 15 minutes but i still could not spot her. luckily for me, eventually i saw her then went to her house with sher ler too. END!
i guess i would not be in such state if i took care of my beloved handphone. i realised how dependent i was on my handphone. LOLS MY HANDPHONE WILL BE BACK TODAY!!
CHEERS!! :DD
i promised to take good care of you and never let you fall ill again

2008-11-05T17:38:00.000-08:00

Morning peeps,

just woke up from sleep, but i am still sleepy. X;
this is the third day my handphone left me. i am already missing her. sobs D; come back, will you??
'laughs' i gonna get crazy one day. xD
finally managed to download audi and had a chance to view audi season 2. OMG,the song are so cool and i am loving 'em. cheers to you, audi.
btw, just changed my blogskin yesterday. CHEERS!! {laughs}
nice rght??
although it is some sort of plain but regardless that, i still love my blogskin. <33
the assessment books on my table are getting really higher and higher. SHOO, GO AWAY AND NEVER COME BACK !! {laughs}. kidding, i love 'em eh.
LOLS, got to run soon. The devil{my sister} is coming back home any minute. lols X;
cya peeps ;DD

2008-11-05T17:32:00.000-08:00

cheers, i love both songs <33

2008-11-04T04:15:00.000-08:00

hey yoh,
GB camp finally ended !!
tired tired tired!!LOLS

we did first aid the whole of the first day and it was like super bored. i just could not help yawning xDD. but games were fun, one of the games was to gurgle milo powder, sugar and plain water in our mouth and spit them out in a large bottle. LOL
omgg, this was certainly dirty but i really had to admit that it was super fun

we also did kayaking the second day in lower selatar.
hmm, this required a super strong arm in order to kayak fast enough. x.x
the best part was like everyone stood up on the kayak regardless how dangerous that would be. i was like so touched when i saw everyone stood up holding hands. OMGG, we gave enouragement to those who had phobia to waters. WELL DONE GUYS !

then amazing race was right after lunch, i was dead beat after the kayaking and really had to admit that i could not run or walk fas enough. @@
next was fun night, we had some games, skit and songs. as usual, i stood there quietly, everyone were certainly hyper-ing around but after a while i managed to join in the fun.:DD

and guess what?? our squad won the prize for...(o.o i forgotten what it was all about)..
anyway, we really did won something.

end here now. byes!

2008-10-30T05:06:00.000-07:00

THIS IS GETTING ON MY NERVES !!

I'm having a difficult time downloading audi ><
arqhh =.=

2008-10-29T19:12:00.000-07:00

i randomly took these pics out of boredom when i was in SNEC.

2008-10-28T00:33:00.000-07:00

I AM SO BORED HERE x.x

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why am i left rotting here..

2008-10-27T23:41:00.000-07:00

YO PEEPS ;)
guess where am i now ?

haha..i am currently in SNEC - singapore national eye centre
blah blah..

2008-10-27T18:57:00.000-07:00

i failed my higher chinese paper two, by two pathetic marks.

arqhh..i failed HCL paper 2, in the end, the overall percentage got pulled down. ==
let's see how things goes forst before i decide whether i should quit higher chinese. x.x

BTW
GB final year camp are coming soon. cheers! ;)
i guess tremendous practice of drilling will be included in this camp bahs. OMGG @@

okok, i shall stop here. rushing out soon.
byes;)

2008-10-16T18:09:00.000-07:00

OMGG..this is so touching..<33

2008-10-14T22:13:00.000-07:00

hello peeps,
back to posting again..haha xD\
cause miss my blog too much marh..
well..recently just changed my blogskin to this..
hmm..but i really had to admit that this blogskin is really too simple LOL><
but it's okay eh..i love simple

hmm..i was told today that results will only be release on monday..
arqhh~~

i can't wait any longer.

I AM SOOOOO BOREDDDDDD NOW ..
idling around doing nothing ><
O.O like a useless person

BTW..geography paper one results was out today..
14/20
arqhh~ i was aiming for a least 15/20..
anyway..i guess i had to resign to fate cause i was'nt destined to score 15 bahs ><
LOLS xD

okok..got to stop here..
going to watch my baobei movie le ><
LOLS~
byes~!

2008-10-13T20:03:00.000-07:00

hello hello :)
back to post craps again..
arqhh..i think there's problem with my post eh..
arqhh~~i am tired after all th editing
LOL.this post will be short and cause i am tired.
pics will be uploaded real soon uh.:D
okokok..got to go now..
BYESBYES~!!